Seriously.

I need my break badly and quickly. Don't think I can take it anymore. Either that, I am finding it hard to pick up the momentum. Haven't been working past 7.30pm for a long time. This week was super busy and packed to the brim. Went to a meeting and returned to office at 11 only to find mailbox being flooded. 11 unread mails. Yes, didn't sound like a lot but for me (in current situation whereby I have nothing much to do) is a lot. Didn't have time to digest all and more came in!!! Urgh!!!

Body seems to be asking me to slow down. Hell, haven't been working hard recently due to lull period in my accounts. Engine has turned rusty. Needs some oil, needs some servicing on its parts. I can almost hear the creaks and feel my engine falling apart.

Didn't have a good time at work either. Many issues and worries flying around that makes me sick, literally. Don't know if I could hang on till the moment. I wake up every morning, chanting "Be Positive". Sounds like an idiot but that is what that keeps me going. Of course, not forgetting his support for me and it's thanks to him that made me see some light at the end of the fcuking dark and lifeless tunnel. So, thank you for your patience and advice.

Meanwhile, countdown to getaway: 24 days.

Voila!

Thought after buying the pants suit last night, I wouldn't buy shoes. Didn't want to splurge that much but ahh, I couldn't succumb to tempation. Alas, found a pair of heels at Chinatown and $27.90 out of my wallet. Only that for today. Managed to keep to that else I'd be overly broke that I don't think I can afford my Bintan trip. $200+ per pax.

I'm going to drop my shield soon. Eunice, you won't catch me saying my shield is heavy for long. I promise.

Hopeful for a better tomorrow.

Participant of the GSS '07.

Today was Fantastiking 4 and GSS-ing. Bought shoes for Mummy and got myself a dress pants. Not sure if it's called dress pants but it's a whole suit but only it's short pants. You get the drift? Aiya I'm not super duper into fashion hence my description is gabrah.

Tomorrow, we'll be doing something different. Waking up early to go Starbucks at OneFullerton for breakfast and sea view. Then to Chinatown for our Bintan packages. Yay! My leave has been approved hence I can safely proceed to make the nexcessary arrangements. :) Dinner will be home cooked meal. Wow, sounds like a wonderful Sunday.

If only the next day isn't Monday and I need not go office and face the irritating bummers.

Unfortunate Toe.

Yes, you read it right. My toe was so unfortunate this evening. Kicked into the already-came-off-tile of the office toilet and my toe cringed in pain. After that, it was immobile till now. A little turn will result in me cringing my face and body. It hurts so badly that I walk with a limp, still. I limped my way to the presentation at 5.15 just now. It was a 5 minutes walk from the office but it took me 15 minutes to reach.

So bad that I took a cab home and burnt $13.30 in my savings. So bad that i could not even touch it. I swear if anyone tries to do something funny (like the manager & the boy) like stepping on my toe; whether on purpose or not, I'd flatten that person. It hurts like hell and I was contemplating on getting an MC for tomorrow for I know I'd have trouble walking to office at my normal speed.

Now, I've to wake up 30 minutes earlier to prepare. Of course, as usual; I always remind myself to take up at 7 sharp but that never happened. Really, it never happened. Maybe, let's see tomorrow.

Irritating Fly.

There's an irritating fly buzzing around in the office and it's not very well-liked. Simply because you spoil your client by letting make amendments so late, you delay MY designer's time on MY project and asked him to do your work. In the first place, he wasn't even the one who was doing the job in the first place!

Now, I'm staying back in the office, cold and hungry and mad at you stupid bitch because you delayed my designer's time. Now, he could not finish my work on time and I've to stay back and cow in the office till who-knows-what-time. Where are you? Happily wagging your irritating face and tail out of the office already. You damn bitch.

Shopping Weekend.

Saturday started with a (not-so-well-done-but-still-edible-and-not-too-bad) breakfast for him. In return, I got a Nighmare Before Christmas mug!!! *glees* Then off we went for Shrek 3 which wasn't too worth the ticket price. Firstly, the experience wasn't good, thanks to kids again!!

Anyhow, the story plot wasn't too fantastic as well. I've decided to buy the DVD for Shrek 1 & 2 to collect and to watch again. Came back for the BBQ at night at his ex-colleague's house at Pasir Panjang. Nice place but too bad it was a tad too ulu. Place is spacious and surrounding is serene and peaceful. Occasional hoots from the ship as it's near the sea. Nice place.

Sunday was great. It was the shopping weekend. Ahh... I got a top, a handbag for mummy, a Braun Buffel keypouch for Daddy, some little stuffs here and there. What I'm now lacking are shoes, bottoms and... and... and I think that's all for now. :)

Oh yes, he bought Doraemon keychain with a rotating eyes? Haha! The child trapped in adult's body was very fascinated by it and decided to get 2 for ourselves. It's fun coz everytime you press the button, you get different eyes moving. Like a jackpot mechanics. Haha, lame fun, yeah. But it's entertaining. :D

Bored.At.Work.

As the title suggest, you will understand why I can blog at this time of the day. Boss is out for meeting with the Manager. My jobs are either pending, on hold or waiting for client/ boss to revert.

I'm effectively a WAITER - waiting, waiting and waiting. I am sick of waiting!!!

Ignore me, I'm just rambling nonsensical stuffs since there hasn't been much update on my new pad recently.

Shrek 3 on Saturday, followed by BBQ. Wah! So happening hur.

The New Toy.

First entry for this month and first entry from the new toy. :)

Thursday morning was super early for us. Prata for breakfast and then Borders for the twins' birthday present. Then down to serious business. The 2007 PC Show at Suntec!!

Bought accessories and finally the big bang. My New MacBook. Getting it was such a sweet process. Even carrying it makes me feel good about myself. Hahaha!!!

Thursday evening was spent loading in stuffs and what nots. We only finished at 10.30pm!!! Whoa, a long process and tiring and hungry for the rabbit. Hehehe.

Friday was back home and preparing for the twins' birthday party. They had their fun and wish fulfilled. Alas. Haha!! Kids. Always filled with laughter and innocence. Wished I was back to that time again.

Tomorrow's Monday. I hope the weekend comes fast. :) Saturday, come fast for I am soooooo looking forward to this Saturday. ;)