Soon. Soon.

Keeping my fingers crossed. Hope luck will come rolling, like what cellmate said.

Thanks for everyone who has been patient with me, my nonsense, my temperamental attitude. Phew!! I know, the last post has been a thanking session. I'm trying to express my (eternal) gratitude to people who matters to me. :)

The new girl is xxyyzz. As you know, this blog is public and I cannot comment openly as there might be unknown device(s) or unknown user(s) prancing around this sphere.

So, if you've heard it, you've heard it. If you haven't, you probably wouldn't want to hear of it at all! :)

Feeling a little chilly now. Wonder if it's the weather or my body. Sighs.

Does anyone ever get the Sunday blues? Let me know, thanks. (Fuahz! This last line sounds so familar coz I always write my office emails so. :P)

Monday tomorrow. Thereafter, it's Tuesday! :D

A Trying Time. The Thank Yous.

This is a very hard and trying time for both me and you. I know I will make it and surely surge up as a better person, a stronger individual and a smarter (hopefully) advertising person. It's going to be hard on you because you've to tolerate my nonsense and be patient towards my attitude and temper. So, thank you in advanced.

I cannot thank this next person enough - cellmate. She's been through my kao peh session more than once, twice. She's been through countless sessions with me. I never say it out but I am very very thankful of your support and company all these times.

Thanks to meanest too who has been my listening ears despite her busy schedule. All the best in your event and have fun in your retreat. Yes, pig out together next week, hopefully.

I've killed my intention and decided to continue the path for a while till I chance upon the exit signal. Say I'm a coward for not being bold enough, not being adventurous enough, not being whatever enough. I have my rationale and I'm still very clear of my goal at the top of the mountain.

Despite all obstacles, they merely hurt my legs and knees and hands. They didn't stab me to death. I believe that I'd be able to climb up to the peak soon.

Japanese-ed and Korean-ed.

No, I do NOT know Japanese or Korean. So happened I had to do newsletters of these two languages. Translator screwed up my timeline, I got screwed by client. Fcucked up and down, left and right. Finally it was a wrap on Friday night and the studio manager said, "Can you check faster?"

*Cringes nose*. Hello, do I know and understand these 2 languages? Do I, DO I!?!?!??!?! Hell, NO! So I am checking one by one, against client's copy and you want me to check faster? So, who is going to take responsibility when something goes wrong? Me again? I came back and told aunt sp. "Funniest joke I've heard in a long time, man", she said. "Must tell my friends next time." she continued.

If only people had more passion and responsibility. Ask you to go to printer's place to do press check, you said you cannot make it. You have something on. Then, you said there should not be anything wrong because everything is pathed (industry term for converting the entire file to non-editable version). So, I rebutted. You said, SHOULD. What if something happens? You didn't give me 100% assurance.

I'm thorough with these people and attitude. I shall just do my part and responsibility. To hell, with you people, ya know?

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Apparently, there's a worm in my blog here hur. Yes, YOU. Quietly read my post and you know what's going on with me - if I am pissed or angry or happy. How fortunate am I to have you by my side. Thanks for your patience, dear.

I Hate Waiting.

Have you ever had that kind of feeling when you had to wait and wait and wait till it felt like infinity only to realize that you need not wait for your effort will not be reciprocated?

That feeling is not good. Not good at all.

Signing off on the 9th of this month... I'm still waiting for something that is unknown. Is that foolish?

Going Once, Going Twice. GONE!

Like my (current) MSN nick says, "losing once is painful. losin twice is stupidity." Opportunity only knocks once. I should not have been an @$$h0|3 a year ago and just accepted it then. Look where I am now. In a dark, pit hole; trying to climb up of the bloody, stupid hole to catch a glimpse of light. It's difficult, very difficult. Wasted too much time and didn't know how to take advantage(s) of opportunities when they came.

No one to blame but myself and my foolishness back then. I am paying the price now. Hopefully the price that I am paying isn't going to be long as the process is painful and the pain and sufferings will only make me a weaker link.

I Am Back.

From the lalaland. I was hoping to never have to get back to work. After Bintan, it was to Bali. After Bali, it was back to the rat-chase-rat and man-eat-man world. Grrr.

No news from anyone and it's getting on my nerves. Thanks to cellmate and meanest who have been very encouraging and supportive to me all these times. So, a big THANK YOU! I will hang on to however thin the rope is. Preserve. *Grits my teeth*

Let's hope things start turning into a better angle. During the past 2 weeks, I felt as if I've been pampered too much with holidays. Haha!! It gets me excited and we're planning for our next holiday.

Where shall it be? Taiwan, Hong Kong, Melbourne, Thailand or Tioman or some other islands in Malaysia. Suggestions, suggestions. Headaches, headaches. Money, money, money!!! Hahhh.

Monday tomorrow. Let's hope for a good start ahead, all.