Saturday, April 29, 2006

Strength.

Life has been rather good to me at times but most of the time, it's the contrary. I expected a good break when I came home this morning but hell no, someone decides to make life difficult for me. Accusing me and telling me off for nothing, purely because this is her nature. And she knows it.

Made me so upset, I cried so much that I don't recall the last time I did so. FINE. Never mind, you're deliberately picking on me simply because you thought I wouldn't retaliate. Let me tell you, I ain't the same person you could control a few years ago. I am officially an adult and have my own mind, now firmer and stronger. I will NOT let you accuse me of something I NEVER did. Plus, I have witness that I am NOT guilty.

You always want to have the upper hand, want to win though you have lost every.single.time because you are unreasonable, evil, twist others' words and eat back your own words. We have nothing to fear for we are not in the wrong. Should a punishment be passed, it will not be on me.

It's alright. You can be my training to be a stronger and better person. I realize I don't get sooooo angry over your words now, as compared to last time. If I can deal with people like you, I am sure I can handle whatever clients in my field of work.

This issue aside. My supplier-turned-friend informed me of a big decision yesterday, over lunch. Her husband is sent to Scotland for overseas posting and she has decided to quit her current job and follow suit. I was so shocked upon hearing it. Truth is, I am sad to part with her because she has become a very nice friend whom I can rely on. In any case, I wish her all the best in Scotland. :)

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